kitchen

I did indeed make it to my second class.
I thought 'what the hell' and asked Riley to come too.
I figure he won't be on the attendence sheet but he can fake it and say he just signed up.
He did just that, and it was pretty ridiculous.
It's an 8 person class so it got pretty one on one-ish.
I'm really bad at lying so I was freakin' out 90% of the time.
When we got home, Amy came over and we headed to Ellie's.
Banana chocolate muffins and cookies for all, also one racy game of truth or dare jenga.
I got a new blog on the go, now to actually know what to put in it.
My culture studies class allows your final project to be a blog.
Ofcourse it must have to do with studying culture.
I'm worried about a friend of mine.
Worried enough to throw up.
What ifs scare me more than anything.
Be ok.
I love you.
Wednesday morning, the start of the madness.
I actually miraculously made it to both my classes.
We watched a ridiculous movie about the American Revolution.
I helped Ed clean the kitchen and waited for the potluck madness to begin.
Lots of people, lots of good food, lots of mess, lots of booze.
Who puts a faucet that just kind of comes out of the wall?
At one point I noticed this mystery faucet was flooding my kitchen.
MADNESS.
I supposedly am responsible for a 100$ dvd player that I got already broken.
What a night.
The Internet are amazing, I like noise, I like noise that I can sit there and stew with my thoughts.
The Internet definitely delivers on all of that.
When they wrapped up we all headed towards Bearly's.
I had some kind of break-down, it started for a bullshit reason and just exploded.
I got these feelings of being totally unappreciated.
Little things like, I call my friends, they don't call me.
I plan events and try to get everybody here and make sure people are having fun.
I go up to people at bars and talk, not the other way around.
Which sounds ridiculous, but I was drunk and I guess I've felt that way for a while.
After I exploded at Mimi for not appreciating me, I sat alone wondering if anyone would come talk.
No one did, so I cried, and ran to the bathroom.
I don't have very many moments of emotional mess, maybe I was just due.
Ellie came and talked to me, she made me better and gave me a flower.
Bad news bears all over the place.
The rest of the night turned out alright.
Dancing and singing and the usual nonesense, its not the same if Mike isn't there.
Although I did something ridiculous.
I got rid of 'ridiculous' in the morning, by pretending I was going to school.
I just felt like doing the normal and going to breakfast with the possee.
Riley, Nathan and I headed to Vienna, shortly after arrival we were joined by Julia and Meghan.
Hilarious stories were swapped, and a short book store visit too.
I went to school for my afternoon class and headed to work afterwards.
The night ended with White Zombie at Alex's house.
I tried to watch Lost In Translation again but ended up falling asleep.
This morning I woke up to a beautiful day.
Natalie and Amanda came to get me and we went to Leah's.
We all walked downtown together, and I grabbed another of those delicious Dio Mio smoothies.
Work went well.
We had 7 subs that we had to waste and my manager wanted to just throw them out.
I convinced her to let me go down Spring Garden and hand them out to the homeless.
It was like being Subway Santa or something.
I headed over to Stage 9 for the Tragedies show and went home afterwards.