you kill me

I spent most of Tuesday hanging out with Jenna.
We smoked cigarettes and talked about travelling.
After debating over the merits of either food or drugs, we went with food.
The North End Dinner makes a mean hot turkey sannich.
Meghan was working at Frenchy's, I picked up a new cardigan, a skirt and mittens.
I walked home and spent about 2 seconds with myself before I called Leah.
We headed down to the grocery store and got the ingredients for a feast.
We spent most of the night eating, talking and smoking pot.
I miss hanging out with Leah.
I have to get her alone sometime, I miss that the most.
When I got home I put on 'As Good As It Gets' and passed out.
Wednesday.
Finally.
I cleaned my kitchen until it didn't even look like my home anymore.
It was spotless, which didn't last very long.
I showered and cleaned the clothes off my floor.
A very cleansing day, which was probably needed, I've developed a cold of sorts.
Ed got fired from the porn store.
We had a sad moment or two, but Ed's too awesome to stay upset.
Sooo... I made a banner that said 'ED GOT FIRED', and put it in the kitchen, you know for the potluck.
I bought him a faxe to make him feel better.
We both started cooking our meals as guests started to arrive.
Tons of people came, sometimes its just good to get everybody you love in the same room.
Meghan, Mike D, Cory, Josh, Alex, Craig, Emily, Amy, Stephen, Godwin, Alfred, Jen, Matt, Marc, Frank, Mitch.. and the list goes on.
Cory and Josh I don't see enough of, they make me smile.
Josh said he has a crush on my internet personality, but not my actual personality.
Wicked.
The potluck was a huge success, lots of left-over goodies.
Despite the great apple crumble heist played out by Meghan.
She's lucky she's so damn awesome.
The gang started heading towards Reflections.
I finally delivered that card.
Shirtless bearded door answering, damnit.
Yeah, you.
The Lampshades set was awesome, I screamed a lot.
Jen Porter said something to me along the lines of.
Lindsay you've done well in this city, lots of people love you.
Kind of made me step back and look at the past year.
I've made a lot of friendships, I hope they're long lasting.
I headed to Bearly's by myself, ran into Stephen who ended up giving me a drive.
He said it was packed, and boy was he right.
Tons of people.
Mike and Cory weren't around I had the following conversation with Mimi.
Me: Can I sing?
Mimi: No its full.
Me: Can Mike D sing?
Mimi: OFCOURSE
Me: Cory?
Mimi: You bitch *takes the paper wth Cory's name on it from my hands*
What the fuck? No White Rabbit this week.
I enjoy Cory and Mike D's singing, good trade of.
The rest of the night was a mess of booze and loudness.
Me getting pissed for no good reason and taking a cab home.
Which is crazy, my favorite part of Bearly's is the walk home.
Nathan, Ed, Emily and I all hung out in my room forever.
Jenna and Mike D arrived shortly after, we stayed up until 5 30 just being ridiculous.
This morning we headed to breakfast, oh hang over breakfast, how much I appreciate you.
Nathan and Emily took off the other way.
Me and Mike D started walking back to my house, but we ran into Leah.
Spent the afternoon with her talking about work.
Work.
I haven't been to work in two weeks, today is the first day back.
Yay.