5.04.2006

doooers

The show tonight was wicked.
I had lots of fun and I'm so glad there are a few people I can count on to come to our shows.
Its good to see familiar faces in the crowd.
I don't know what I would do if I didn't have that, maybe look at my boots for the whole set.
I played the show mostly sober, thats a pretty big step forward for me.
The Vancouver kids loved it, I've never had so much feedback.
Positive re-inforcement is awesome, I think they got what we were doing and they enjoyed it.
One of the members of the Doers is going to sent me a cd of a band called Gangbang.
He believe they are on West coast equals, I can't wait to get this package in the mail.
In return I'm going to send him a copy of our tape were releasing next week.
I liked the away bands, they were all really different and some interesting things going on.
I keep waiting for you to find this perfect girlfriend you've been looking for and then cast me aside.
Its such a shitty feeling, waiting for the day my friendship won't be as important.
Maybe thats why I'm so god damn bitchy with you, maybe if I make you hate me before you don't need me I won't feel so damn stupid.
Blarghs.
Tonight someone told me my 'ego' was fascinating.
They said I love myself so much I turn it violent.
As in, everybody must love me and if you don't I want to know why before I destroy you.
I'll let everybody in on a secret, I'm not that confident but I'm really good at faking it.
Tonights a night of confessions and mumbo jumbo that is leaking out of my brain.
My stomach hurt a little bit on the walk home, same spot, same problems.
Atleast it wasn't searing pain thats always a good thing.
OH OH OH.
I almost forgot, I washed my comforter for the first time in about 2 years, it went from grey to white.
I'm on a mission to not smell, watch out now, I'm going to become of those normal people that showers and launders things.
Boring, yet... hygenic.
Body wash, deoterant, laundry detergent, conditioner, and scented candels are all things I bought this week.
Ha.
Pyramid Cafe is open and serving some pretty decent meals.
I'll definitely be going back, so close to home, so yummy.
Chris, Laura and Julia were there for some supper and my laundry doings.
A good day all together despite my brain working on the negative side.

6 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

ahhhh gangbang is good
i've only ever heard one song but it was about elvis stojko so that means they are quite possibly one of the best bands ever known to mankind

HOW ARE YOU??? I MISS CHILLIN AND TALKZ!!!!!!!!!! how is your iraqi-freedom husband? mine has no limbs

hearts, smoochies and icing sugar dusted lightly - bridgette

6:44 a.m.  
Blogger Lindsay said...

When my Gangbang cd comes in the mail, we'll have a listenning party. I'm good you know, stomach pains and boys are stupid same old same old. How's the great land of compactness and half eaten dogs? I'd be all scared, but I want to go and visit this place sometime in my future, I should step out of my comfort level. Soon you'll be back to Canada and we can go be elitist smokers outside of Reflections, we know whats cool and that smokin' room isn't on the list. All the pretty girls smoke outside, ya WHAT! Jonathan was involved in the Iraqi prisonner beating scandal and is now people held captive by his own government. Despite this, my feelings for him are still strong and I can't wait for him to return 'my hero'. Oh and he lost a testicule or two in an explosion but you know, love is stronger than balls.

9:33 a.m.  
Blogger the baron ash von foolishness said...

Bridgette's right, Gangbang=good. I played them on my show a lot when their cd first came out.

2:23 p.m.  
Blogger creep said...

i'm sorry i didn't go to your show. i had some girlish emergencies.

4:50 a.m.  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

That pain in the side; which side? If your lower right side, could be appendix. Mine almost ruptured before I had it taken care of when I was 21. Not to be ignored, can get problematic.

"Dr. Bob"

4:29 a.m.  
Blogger creep said...

chris deon, to answer your question, it's
'sisters before misters'

12:12 p.m.  

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