There has to be something wrong with my head.
I have extreme highs and EXTREME lows.
It changes at the drop of a hat, I'm sure I'll figure it out.
Eventually.
For now though, it's kind of thrilling.
I feel terribly alive.
The other day I sort of lost it for a bit.
I got so drunk that I couldn't even stand myself.
Finished half a quart of gin, had many tiny beers, more gin, then drank some growler.
I was dragged home by a friend.
Proceeded to lay on the floor of my living room and lose it.
Julia talked with me for a bit, before I started barfing.
I puked about 40 times the next morning.
I'm never doing that again.
That was definitely a line that I crossed and refuse to cross again.
Should I really be putting this on the internet?
It doesn't really matter I guess.
Writing things down is good.
My life is basically an open book anyways.
I went to an amazing noise show on Friday.
Be Bad is my favorite band in the city.
I dance so much and feel great when they play.
I'm going to try and tent out in the woods this week.
I have a lot of warm blankets, and some warm clothes.
I guess it really depends on the weather.
My salary kicked in.
Now that I don't smoke, and am trying to slow down the drinking, what to do with all this morning?
Save, and have many mini road trips.
I want to go to Cape Breton, and I want to see the Valley.
I've been friends with Julia for 2 years, and have not seen the amazing she keeps talking about.
This summer has to be full of adventures.
I'm so glad Leah's moving back, she'll keep me put together.
Soon too, like in two weeks.
I'm so excited.
I miss hanging out and long talks and sitting in restaurants for hours drinking water.
I think I'm really going to cut down on meat too and Leah has the knowledge to help with that.
I can't give up seafood, the Acadian in me won't let it happen.
My family's coming to the city soon too.
I can't wait to give my little sister and mom big hugs.
Maybe we could go out to Peggy's Cove or something.
That would be a fun adventure for reals.
Anika would love it out there, some times you can see sea creatures doing their thang.
By which I mean swimming.
There we have it.
I have extreme highs and EXTREME lows.
It changes at the drop of a hat, I'm sure I'll figure it out.
Eventually.
For now though, it's kind of thrilling.
I feel terribly alive.
The other day I sort of lost it for a bit.
I got so drunk that I couldn't even stand myself.
Finished half a quart of gin, had many tiny beers, more gin, then drank some growler.
I was dragged home by a friend.
Proceeded to lay on the floor of my living room and lose it.
Julia talked with me for a bit, before I started barfing.
I puked about 40 times the next morning.
I'm never doing that again.
That was definitely a line that I crossed and refuse to cross again.
Should I really be putting this on the internet?
It doesn't really matter I guess.
Writing things down is good.
My life is basically an open book anyways.
I went to an amazing noise show on Friday.
Be Bad is my favorite band in the city.
I dance so much and feel great when they play.
I'm going to try and tent out in the woods this week.
I have a lot of warm blankets, and some warm clothes.
I guess it really depends on the weather.
My salary kicked in.
Now that I don't smoke, and am trying to slow down the drinking, what to do with all this morning?
Save, and have many mini road trips.
I want to go to Cape Breton, and I want to see the Valley.
I've been friends with Julia for 2 years, and have not seen the amazing she keeps talking about.
This summer has to be full of adventures.
I'm so glad Leah's moving back, she'll keep me put together.
Soon too, like in two weeks.
I'm so excited.
I miss hanging out and long talks and sitting in restaurants for hours drinking water.
I think I'm really going to cut down on meat too and Leah has the knowledge to help with that.
I can't give up seafood, the Acadian in me won't let it happen.
My family's coming to the city soon too.
I can't wait to give my little sister and mom big hugs.
Maybe we could go out to Peggy's Cove or something.
That would be a fun adventure for reals.
Anika would love it out there, some times you can see sea creatures doing their thang.
By which I mean swimming.
There we have it.
posted by Lindsay at 4/15/2007
2 Comments:
lindsay, i am so glad you are okay... stop drinking so much!
you are going to give me an ulcer.
i am actually moving back in 5 days, not 2 weeks, i will be down on friday for good. you have to help me find a job.
we should get franc to take a road trip to hte valley SOON. it's fun to use him for his vehicle, plus i always wanted to show him the valley.
take care of yourself and see you friday!
Holy shit. 5 days? This is mind-blowing. I'm so fucking excited. I will see on Friday and have the biggest hug in the world ready for ya.
I'll work on taking care of myself until then.
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