That girl was in my house.
I went to my room and cried.
Then I couldn't handle it and left.
Slamming the door behind me.
Then they came to Murder house.
I left there too.
I am totally irrational but I can't help it.
It makes my stomach hurt to think she was here.
In my house, where I live.
I feel like its been tainted now.
I feel icky.
But, at least the rest of the night went awesome.
I went to HQ to drink my face off.
It was quite the time.
Neil read me my tarot cards, they were promising.
We went to Charlie's, they always leave so early.
I got so drunk, I got ballsy.
I said what I had to say and did some things.
I straight up got what I wanted.
Now I'm tired and really satisfied with myself.
Neil has to stop having these conversations with me.
About doing what I want and being a good match for stupid face.
Oh stupid face.
I dreamed I was in a field with Laura Peek and stupid face.
We petted bunnies then she shaved them into sweaters.
It was something else.