When I opened that door.
And saw what I saw.
It felt like my whole body was going to collapse.
After running around the city with such a stupid smile on my face.
One day of contentment was kind of fun.
But now it's back to waking up and not feeling 'it'.
Walking to work with zero hop in my step.
Sitting at work thinking about everything all at once.
It's amazing how one person can effect my psyche.
I must be out of my damn mind.
Sometimes it feels like it.