6.16.2005

I did this total walking home in the rain thing. Oh geez. It was a good time for the most part, I like that I'm a drowned rat look. At one point during my walk home a sketchy car pulled over and offered me a drive.. Are you serious?!. Yes I'm getting in a car with a stanger downtown at 3 in the morning infront of the Dome. Just to add a tad of sketchy to the scene, I got the building with no keys. After hanging out in the lobby for a bit, I got company. Company being some sketchy gangsta who immediately asked me "What's your problem?".. followed shortly by "What you listenning to?".. and to finalize the whole thing to sketch... "soooo..... you live alone?".

I wanted to kill myself.

I am never walking home alone again, although I love crashing in my own bed.

Bearlys was good tonight, I've been drunk since 3 this afternoon. A good 14 hours, which means I should probably head to sleep. I need to update about the Pirate party.. and. Pinball. I dont think I've done that much else.

6.07.2005

sigh

Sunday - work. (Found my roommate, whew)
Monday - work. (another song dedicated to me, One Candle Power - Ceci N'est Pas Une Fille)
Tuesday - work. (at Kurt's store, working at other stores is weird, everything is done differently.)

Work is ever present. At first I didn't mind being there for 5 or 6 days a week. I figure the money is worth it, but damn. I wish I had more time for other things.

Tomorrow is Wednesday and things should be ooooookay.

6.05.2005

Hippies, hippies, hippies.

Leah asked me the night of the Planet Smashers if I would like to attend the Wassabi Collective show with her. I agreed, I enjoy jam bands for the most part, depending on what their sound is like. Wassabi Collective is probably the best "jam band" I've ever heard. They had me dancing my ass off for 3 hours, completely sober after an 8 hour shift at Subway. I had tons of fun from the start of the show all the way until the end. They played for so long that the bar had to turn on the lights.

We went to talk to the band afterwards to tell them they had a great set, and got invited to an after party. Headed over to Leah's first to pick up a few beers, and then we entered another universe. Hippies everywheres, it was great. Wassabi Collective has a set break usually where a girl "Hulla Girl" does some tricks with Hulla Hoops. She was at the party and at about 7 in the morning she started screaming "EVERYBODY GET NAKED". After endless screams of "EVERYBODY GET NAKED" her and her friend both took off theirs shirts and danced bare breasted around the livingroom. Now come on.. raise of hands who's been in a room with half naked hippies at 7 in the morning. It was hilarious.

End of night.

6.04.2005

Vegans, vegans, vegans.

Leah, Heather and Stephen all came over to my place for a vegan/vegetarian extravaganza. There was chili, somossas, fruit salad, homemade hummus, fried vegetables with rice and other goodies. Stephen also had with him a dvd of old commercials. The ridiculousness of these commercials was almost too much, in every single one the woman was portrayed as a complete thoughtless idiot. It was strange.

Leah, Heather and I decided to participate in the Planet Smashers show. We went to Heather's for some pre-drinking, and got to the show just as the set was about to begin. I danced my ass off and got harrassed by the most obnoxious guy, how many times can you say no to one person? It was out of hand at one point. Oh well that jerk aside, the night was pretty succesful.

6.03.2005

Shows, shows, shows.

When I woke up Thursday morning, it wasn't pretty. I immediately started to throw up, and this kept up from 7 until 4.. every 20 minutes. I wanted to die, just die. I managed to fall asleep around 4 and when I woke up although feeling like a skeleton of myself, I miraculously felt better. I headed over the Leah's for some smoothies and more recovering.

6.01.2005

Aww fuck. I did too much drugs tonight. Sitting here crying by myself. I dont even feel human right now.

That was posted the night of Bearlys when I got home and realized I wasn't going to be okay for a while. Terry is my savior for letting me talk to him on the phone. I don't even know what the deal was, just too much. Anyways Bearlys was all kinds of fun this time. I got called into work, and went because I'm such a terrific person. Headed over to Jared's immediately to get plastered. The night got progressively nuttier.

I made the mistake of telling Leah that I had only kissed 2 people in my life. And I guess it makes it 3 now since Leah decided I needed some making out. On the major events of the night, I got hit in the face by Nathan, accidentely. That being said, I had a terrible nosebleed that would not stop. Stephen escorted me home and then whatever I wrote on the top is what happened.

The morning after... eeech.